Showing posts with label Compassion. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Compassion. Show all posts

April 13, 2017

Judge Thyself

Anywhere in the world people will be drawn to militant groups and elitist groups if they are inclined. They can call themselves Muslim or Christian or anything else. These are simply titles people take under the presumption that a title sums up their beliefs and practices. They do not. If people truly condoned everything in the bible or quran they would have to admit that they condone in animal sacrifice, oppression of woman, slavery, killing of innocent men, women and children to serve a military agenda and much more that would be considered immoral and wrong. They would have to support contradictions that riddle the scriptures. That is why it is dangerous to label and stereotype someone by their affiliation with an organization. Although Christians believe in and worship a God that kills, punishes, condones slavery etc, I should not presume that all Christians subscribe to those archaic practices. There are people that use those archaic violent practices to justify their own violence and control issues. The same applies to Islamic faith. Either a person is passive and practices love and compassion or they do not. A Buddhist does not always practice non violence. Zen Buddhism is being aware of the truth that what is, is. And how we feel about it is separate. Compassion is stressed because it FEELS better than the alternative. There is no punishment other than cause and effect and our own attachment to things which causes suffering.

We tend to categorize and label to navigate the world more easily but the world is not that simple. It is messy and chaotic. Order is something the EGO desires and also nature finds balance through order. But the mind's idea of order and nature's are very different. We have to learn to let go of EGO grasping and controlling. BE an example of LIFE and LOVE and that will shape your world without your EGO's input.

August 26, 2015

Esoteric Teachings of the "Christ"

There are invisible spirits just as there are waves of energy that we cannot see. These spirits are both positively and negatively polarized. It is not the concern of the enlightened being to seek out these spirits nor to fear them. Negative spirits are attracted by the weak minded and heavy hearted, those with subconscious fears eating away at them. This is why it is important to practice non attachment and body and mind discipline.

It is good to have wise teachers but there is also a danger of attachment to the teacher forgetting that our work is to be done from within. The promise that there is a future place or future time that will make your life better is a lie. There is no place or time that will make your life better because your "life" is your energy. What you do and say and how you feel is your life. Only you have the power to control those things. It is not to say that there is not a future where your life will be easier because many obstacles will be removed. But there will always be obstacles in the material world and the future does not exist, only the present. There is no need to worry or be excited about a future that does not exist. Joy of planning, being, loving and creating is real, the future is not.

If you are seeking God then you are not one with God. If you are seeking happiness then you are not choosing happiness. God is not a person that is working to make your life or experience better. God is love. Love is our natural state. Our natural state is distorted by interference caused by fear of loss and lack. It is not to say that lack and loss is not real. The experience of it makes it real. But the stress of loss and lack is unnecessary and the cause of dissonance in the body. The energy centers of the body can be returned to operating optimally by consciously clearing all energy centers through release of fear. Each center when imbalanced causes emotional issues that manifest into physical issues when unchecked. As you clear all energy centers from the root to the crown through release a physiological change takes place. A combination of higher awareness and sense of freedom from these mental attachments supports a state of bliss. Bliss directly activates the pineal gland releasing DMT which is part of the process of translating information in the form of light and sound. Images are projected holographically and as you tune into the various frequencies you will see different realities unfolding. These different channels are like channels that we tune into on television but the programs are running in the Akashic Field which is the memory of the cosmic computer. We are transmitters and receivers of all of the information in the universe.

Parallel realities that are playing out from the subconscious and superconscious mind from the astral realms through the earthly realms and into the higher mental realms. What you tune into depends upon your vibratory frequency and focus and each realm corresponding light frequencies such as infra red or ultraviolet. As a human being you are capable of seeing with your physical eyes, the material world around you as well as many other worlds on your inner screen. When you have gone through the initiation of activating the higher mind and restraining the ego you will see the inner light which the ancients called the face of God or the Christ. This internal light is source. We are transformers of the source light and have the capability to operate as multidimensional beings while in human form. They key to removing mental obstacles and attachments is through self discipline. There is no other way and this is why Jesus said "I am the way". The Christ Consciousness is the way.

Meditation is not the same as prayer. Praying is focusing upon something that you desire. Meditation is stilling thoughts and being still so that you can access higher states of awareness. As the observer you are not in a state of longing or desire. This is how we silence the ego and that is crucial if you are to access higher mind and activate the pineal. Be very clear that there is a difference between praying for something and meditating. Placing your attention on an external god to give you what you want is ego. We cannot serve two masters at the same time as Jesus was quoted as saying. Either you are serving ego or higher mind. This is what is meant by not being "luke warm". "Get thee behind me satan". Satan is the ego or opposer.

This information is in the teachings of Jesus and Buddha as well as Horus and many others. At one time this was common knowledge. But religions were distorted by ego and the opposite meaning was embraced; that there is an external god, a person that is to be worshipped; that our sins are forgiven by a god outside of us. Whether or not there was a man called Jesus or not is not the point. It is the esoteric meaning and symbolism of these teachings that matters if we are looking for salvation, freedom and self empowerment. Everything from walking on water to raising the dead, turning water into wine and feeding the millions was metaphorically representing the individuals path to ascension or enlightenment. The Cheribums that guard the Garden of Eden are the left and right Cerebrum. The flaming sword is the light that shines like a laser out of the pineal. That does not mean many of the accounts did not actually take place because we know that what happens in spirit manifests in the material. But the actual event was not supposed to be the focus. These teachings were all the same so logic tells you that they were parables. Jesus even said they are parables because his goal was to influence the subconscious when he knew that the conscious mind would not understand.

It is time for us to release the physical attachments to events and people as though they will physically come back and save us in the flesh. Release from your attachment to spirits and "ascended masters" looking to them for comfort and promises of a better world with all the the worldly things that make us feel safe and happy. Utopia will happen as a result of our inner work. Each person is being resurrected through their own work as they become one with Christ. The second death is the death of the ego. The apocalypse is the clearing of the energy centers as they rebel with physical illness. All of these things will be directly reflected in the world around us as each of us goes through our process of ascension. Keep your mind on the real work which is within. Your body is the earth. Your mind is the sky.


July 21, 2015

Not So Fresh Prince

            An African Prince who shall remain nameless posted on Facebook between judging beauty contests and selfies of grocery shopping to prove "Even a prince can shop for groceries like everyone else" that "polygamy marriage should be legal if gay marriage is legal". I agree that people should have the freedom to marry whomever they choose and as many as they choose if that is what makes their socks go up and down. Bravo prince, but having the right to do something does not mean what you choose to do is right or a good idea. I commented on his post that I think it is great that a man would willingly want to support a bunch of women and children for a change. Ok, I admit that was cheeky but I really was not saying all men are dead beats.  He scolded me for generalizing with his own hypocritical statement, "It is a fact that 99% of western (and European) women are possessive and treat their men like pets", obviously attempting to use that as an argument for polygamy to keep women in their place. He generously suggested that women can be in a polygamist marriage too. How liberal of him. But we all know that is like saying men have the right to wear high heels. Sure we men have the right to choose to suffer for the sake of looking great as they did in the 1700s but they realized it sucked and decided women should wear them instead. Besides, you can only wear one pair at a time. It costs a lot of money, time, energy and most of the time we would rather wash our hair and read a good book than put on another pair of heels if you know what I mean. It just shows that men are more sadistic than masochistic.

            In regard to western women treating men like pets, as a woman I believe I know more about it than a young prince that get's his information from reality TV or BBC America.  I do not bathe my husband or chain him up in the yard unless he wants me to. I do sometimes feed him and scratch his back but. . .anyway the point is that the prince does not actually know 99% of western women so I told him he was "talking out of his ass". I can see how that warrants blocking me or "unfriending me but it had to be said in light discovering his underlying attitude toward women. He also said, "the problem with the world today is that women want to be men" and "I feel sorry for women that don't realize their man is eating other cake".  This is supposed to mean monogamous women are delusional control freaks that are blind to the fact that their husbands are cheating on them and monogamy does not work.

            First of all I think I can speak for many western women and/feminists when I say we do not want to be men. We want equal rights and equal pay for the doing the same work. The idiotic statement that 99% of western women want to be men is sexist and generalizing not to mention presumptuous and just wrong but according to him "that is what is wrong with the world today"? Really? Not needless war, poverty or discrimination? Regardless of what he, Freud or other sexists might think, western and European women seem more concerned with making men more like women than being more like men. It would be great to not worry about bleeding while hiking in a jungle with tigers, getting paid more and being able to eat anything I want without my ass expanding to the size of a small planet. Women endure because we are stronger in ways men will never know. The prince stated used Caitlyn Jenner as an example of someone trying to be something he was not (although it is a bad example if you think most women want to be men). He said it is immoral but people praise "him" for his courage. It takes a great deal of courage for anyone in this world to be who they are. But transgender, bisexual and homosexual people that flourish regardless of the ignorant brutalities against them are becoming the norm in my opinion because mother nature in our ascension process is returning us to the androgynous state we are supposed to inhabit consciously. There is a great deal of confusion in the genes because of it. These sexual changes are teaching people to crawl out of their tiny little minds into a greater reality. If you judge others as immoral for being truest expression of themselves it is because you are ignorant and I hope you wake up soon or you will continue to cause a great deal of suffering. The world is not going to submit to your discriminating ego mind any longer. It is going to surrender and unfold through the balanced Brain, Heart, Courage trinity which is the grace of the compassionate and androgynous God of creation.

            The prince in all of his compassion "feels bad because women do not realize their man is eating other cake".  As an intelligent human and woman I know that not all men cheat or want to be promiscuous. But I told my husband that if he really wants to have sex with other women he just needs to let me know. And yes the marriage would be over because that is not what I signed up for, not to control him but to be in an exclusive relationship with him. If he is spending time and energy with Bambie and Trixy then he is not spending it on our life together.  I am not a brothel or a Walmart. You can't just pop in for sex and a sandwich once in a while and expect me to be full filled in my partnership. I am a person that wants a personal relationship. Other people have open monogamous marriage and sex with different people. My marriage is not about sex regardless of what the prince might believe. When I told the prince that I don't need a man for sex or orgasm he asked "why don't you just buy a dildo then? Why did you get married?" My head exploded. Does he know women don't need a dildo to have an orgasm? Does he know women do not have to have an orgasm at all to be happy? Does he think I married a man for his penis? I mean I did score in that area but that is not why I married him. For me it is about sharing my life with a man I love and respect. That is not easy to find. Men are not dildos even if they want to be. They are human beings with feelings and thoughts just like women. Most western women and men prefer monogamous marriage for the most part because they want an exclusive loving relationship. Woman and woman, man and man or whatever may be the arrangement, the sacred union is about two becoming one not one coming on many. And anyone can have sex we all know without being married whether someone sees it as a sin or not. I promise you won't burn in hell for having sex without a piece of paper from the state unless you feel guilty about it. It is our guilt and fear that creates hell. Some would say marriage is hell. But that is only because they married expecting to control someone sexually, mentally and physically which they could have done without getting married.

            Spiritual sex in the eyes of god does not require a mediator, state or church approval with a legal document and a hefty fee. It requires seeing someone as a personal being rather than copulating with someone as though they are an object. This is the true meaning behind sin. Spiritual marriage was wielded just like everything else into a weapon out of the flames of the divine union it was meant to be. Many men believe women use sex as a weapon. It is a fact that the majority of men over the centuries have demonstrated their fear of a woman's sexual power consciously and subconsciously and used brute strength and their guile to keep women in their place. Sex magic is used all of the time unconsciously by men and women. But there are women that have secretly handed down knowledge and have innate abilities that are threatening to controlling people. We all have power. It is better to have the knowledge of this power and wisdom than to be kept in ignorance. You can try to keep your child from learning to drive because you are afraid he will die in a car accident but he has his own will. If he wants to drive he will find a way. If he has the knowledge and practice he is far better off than if he does not. Sex can be used as a weapon but it can also be used to heal. We all have the free will to use energy the way we want. Educating people from day one on how to use their power for the good of the whole is the best way to steer humanity into a better world.

            Where men are mostly motivated sexually by orgasm, women do not need to have an orgasm. In fact ancient wisdom tells us that to learn to channel sexual energy without releasing it in a spasm is how we create consciously, physically and spiritually. Men often suppress their emotions. Women do not normally do this. But being able to use emotional energy is the difference between heaven and hell. Hell hath no fury as a woman scorned, Hence a concerted effort to control women. Indigenous peoples around the world have been methodically enslaved, beaten into submission, murdered and displaced completely in some cases all because of a fear of their secret knowledge and sexual power. When I say sexual power I mean the ability to use the mind, body and spirit to manifest desired results rather than artificial technologies, weapons and brute strength. This is why women and anyone practicing medicine were burned as witches unless they were working for the elite, wealthy and powerful bloodlines with armies. Magic is just physics other people don't know about. But women and medicine men have held secrets for thousands of years because they are still in tune with earth and spirit.  Anyone that turns away from the earth and seeks power over others will create hell on earth. People that seek to control others will try to take their freedom and brainwash them into doing what they are told. Both women and men are guilty of this. But have we not yet learned how to play nicely together?

            It is so sadly ironic that this man of great privilege and genuine interest in raising consciousness of the planet is still so far behind because his culture encourages archaic male, attitudes. In his country of Africa thousands of women are the victims of domestic rape and murder every day yet his yet he fails to see that it is the husbands that are beating and raping the women in most cases. Marriage in this case is not about commitment and love of women obviously whether polygamous or monogamous. He believes polygamy is liberal because "there are lots of women in polygamist marriage that own businesses". Of course a man would not object to his ten wives bringing home money. He is just being liberal enough to make a profit. Legal marriage both polygamous and monogamous was not intended to be liberal but a binding financial contract and a sworn oath to obey the husband. That's why the Christian church vows of marriage are "I promise to obey (my husband)". One's freedom to choose to marry is a liberal concept. Don't confuse the two. People do not need legal documents to commit to someone spiritually or physically. And in America the biblical vows are usually changed to reflect equality in the union. That is because "feminists" stood up for their rights. It was not about making the man obey the women or wanting to be the husband.

            Many women in polygamist marriage are born into oppressive cultures. Many have no rights so it is their best option. Many have self esteem issues.  Once upon a time a rich Sultan could give his harem everything they wanted and they lived in a huge palace. Sure ok, better than being a poor slave. But why would ten women live in a suburb in Utah cutting out coupons and taking turns driving the mini-van to soccer practice? Just kill me. When we say it takes a village to raise a child that means "someone take this kid to your house for a while I need a break!". The world is over populated now. Men do not need to have 20 kids with six different women. Men do not need to marry ten women to feel special or have sex. If women want a bunch of kids at least mix up the gene pool a bit or adopt. You are reproducing with a man that needs six women to take care of him. That's all we need is more men like that in the world. The age of Patriarchal domination is over. We are entering a Matriarchal energy and that does not mean a feminine energy. Matriarchal means balance between male and female energy. If we want to be in the flow of this energy we have to let go of the need for control which is male energy. Men and women alike are capable of a controlling mentality.

          People think they allow or create freedom. But it is our innate natural state of being. To stop controlling is not the same as "giving" someone freedom. All we "give" is up on the fight against our fear of not being in control when we surrender to the truth. Freedom is not the answer to the world's problems. Self discipline and compassion is how we deal with the world's problems that will always arise because that is the nature of the world. Freedom of choice does not equal peace or love necessarily. Peace is personal choice through mind and body discipline and compassion, not by controlling others or the external world.  Fear of other people's power leads to suffering. The world will always be out of our control because we all have the freedom to create different things. I believe our true mission as humans is to learn how to let go of the need to control everything.  I am not here to tell anyone what to do. I am merely pointing out that no matter how hard someone tries to keep someone else down or "in their place" they will fail because the human spirit cannot be contained. It rages like a storm when our bodies are met with obstacles or threatened. Our spirit fuels our passion for physical freedom. If you put a man or women or an animal in a cage and abuse them spirit will rise up and send an army to avenge you. That is karma. The fight against spirit is futile. Rather than trying to stamp out the flames of your own or someone else's fire, fuel them with compassion and transform the fearful world of death into a loving world of eternal life. Erase the borders and imaginary lines we draw to feel safe and secure. We are expansive as the sky and nothing can harm us.  We are eternal beings not chess board pieces. There is no king or queen, prince or pawn, no male or female, no body, no death and no fear when you finally step out of the illusion.

September 12, 2011

Detachment With Compassion

Karma is the accumulative energy in the form of emotions and beliefs we cling to when we judge the effect of an action. If we are detached from our actions we can simply be observers but there is still cause and effect at work. Immediately this leads to the question, "but if we are detached and don't have to worry about karma then what is stopping bad people from doing bad things?". Nothing stops people from doing things that are considered "bad". But when you speak or act in a way that cause destruction or suffering for someone else you are creating a world of destruction and suffering of which you are still a part whether you have mentally detached from it or not. It seems logical therefore to act in ways that do not create a world of suffering. But don't think that only good actions will create a perfect world. Every action has an equal or opposite reaction regardless of whether or not those actions were consciously intentional or the result of not paying attention. We can be detached and make an effort to only do our very best and STILL we will see both good and bad results from those actions because good and bad are subjective and this is a world of opposing forces that are labeled as such. You can save a dragonfly from drowning in the pool and then he will fly away to attack and kill another insect. You can give money to a homeless person that uses the money to buy a gun and kill the person that fired him and caused him to lose his home. Compassion allows us to accept the world and people for what they are and do our best to make it better, but it is not a magic glue that holds a magic kingdom in place. It is more like good shocks that make the ride a bit smoother. Peace is a state of mind and our state of mind is what shapes our reality. You can do your best to ease the suffering in the world for others and do you best to create only beautiful things but as long as there are other people in your world you will have to deal with their manifestations as well, good or bad. Do your best and be at peace.

January 4, 2010

While We're Waiting For the World to Change

I live in the country and it is not unusual to see dead animals in and on the side of a long stretch of highway. It has always bothered me but I have this way of justifying the world around me like everyone does I suppose. “Oh it was a quick way to die. He didn’t feel a thing. At least he didn’t starve to death.” I even went as far as to say to myself once, “We can’t just stop driving cars”. But today as we sped past a pile of feathers that once belonged to a majestic Red Shouldered Hawk (not even a cute bunny or kitten) it was almost unbearable for me to see. I wondered why suddenly road kill bothered me so much when I had seen it thousands of times. Then it occurred to me that it wasn’t the death of an animal that was disturbing. It was the disrespect for the life we have in general for the sake of convenience. We all create and participate in activities with so little concern about how they affect the planet and its inhabitants.

Generally speaking humans are becoming more conscious of what they are energetically and their role in this world as co-creators, as parts of a greater whole. The term for this mass awakening has been dubbed The Shift. But we seem to be looking for some major event to occur at some pivotal moment with the fan fare and the monuments to this official new world like a grand opening of a new Target. As John Mayer said, “We keep waiting for the world to change”. And that is very true but what is actually responsible for that change is our level of tolerance. As we realize our connectedness to all things and our undeniable powers to create our reality with our thoughts we see that with power comes responsibility. As our vibrations rise in this awareness, as a whole, the tolerance levels plunge. Suddenly we can’t sleep because we are wondering if we forgot to recycle the beer bottle. We have a panic attack in the grocery store because we can’t find organic peaches. And we burst into tears driving down the highway at the sight of road kill. Can you imagine how I felt when I saw a homemade video of a U.S. soldier saying how he and other soldiers raped fifteen year old girl repeatedly, killed her family and used her as a prostitute until she hanged herself? It is my tolerance that is shifting. There will be death and destruction and violence as long as there are people in the lower dimensional existence enslaved by fear. If we are waiting for the world to change it will be a long and grueling process. This is why it is so crucial for us to not ignore but detach emotionally from the atrocities as we seek to raise the vibration of the planet. This is the silent revolution and the last great battle of Armageddon, to hold that “Heavenly” vibration while the wars of “Hell” rage on earth.

Fear is the only enemy that can prevent us from mastering our own mind, body, thoughts, emotions and actions. Becoming a master of self makes it impossible to be controlled by others. But the only thing that brings peace in a world of chaos, suffering and unimaginable violence is compassion and a great deal of patience. It also wouldn’t hurt to have some benevolent ET’s nearby with bad ass technology to put bad little children in time out.

“The only devil is fear. The only god is contentedness. In a world of chaos and other people’s dreams, who do you want to be?” ~lyrics from Who Do You Want to Be? Cari Eden Kindl